Circles

I live in circles
They rule my life
Projected and distorted
Thoughts encircled in time
God says "Bless you!"
"Man you get a globe!"
But far behind or ahead
All i see are loops and holes
They light my nights
They animate my sight
Be bigger or smaller all
Wonder they carry with them
And with every penny i earn
Circles make me more sense.

Violent Drug

Violent drug
Swallowed me up
All the roads
Ended dead
All the skies
Were just on bed
My life's beckoning
To hold the breaths
But
Violent drug
Wasted me away
And all of mine
Tranced to death
Begging to have
Another life
Aftermath the
Violent drug...

P.S.-Based on the life of some people i have known.

Rise

In the winds of vicinity
I lost the essence i was
Building empires of you in me
Proved to be a tremendous task
But i fought for you large and hard
And let me prolong my evolution
Before i reached the point
Where i would find no identification

The war of decades is over now
And i am defeated at last
I see my remains lying in the past
Today i am so not, what i once was
But i grab the last of my hands
In the hopes of a Columbus sail
Now free of you on this land
Am, me with mine, to rise again.

Roads

Roads, long roads into the sky
longing for the meaning of life?
Across the continents
across the oceans
through the paradise
roads of desire all over the skies

Witnessing the wars
Zimbabwean homicides
people killing each other
naming Allah, Hindu, and Christ
still, on shiny cars, over them we drive
there are roads all over our lives.

Don’t try to fool me
I know the flesh you thrive
don’t bring me this hatred
I have had enough from your eye
Paradigms you have lived in
Are delusions of your life
once free, I know, we will survive.

Cocoon

Cocoon waits on the leaf
to expand one day
and fly on wings
to the thrills and the thorns
to the jokes and the mourns
cocoon waits to crawl
and to the raise of storms
cocoon waits to grow strong
one day.

Our Lives

The ice melted in the jar
The rings of smoke went too far
The beer has a bitter taste
Feels all our lives are a waste

The music is too arousing
The feelings that are faded and weak
And all the dreams that we seek
Are out in open to be beaten and broken

Our horses are tied
Desires about to glide
The contradiction hurts
The pictures we painted went blurred

So the postevening goes for intoxication
To forget the pain we can't bear
To let echo the hymn just as we want to hear
In our lives in holes dreaming a day of no suffocation

Scattered all over the floor
Lie our stories, our cores
Calming down in the stupor of night
Fading away in dimming sight

Whether a walk down the street
Or moments shattered of grief
Wondering what makes our destiny
Value of our struggle in vanity

In this lull of the night
And the scorch of the day
We are dying together
on our mud, on this clay.

Purple Blaze

Point blank guessing what to do
As we cruise our way through
Every line tends to bend
This road doesn't seem to end.

Our smoke haloes the horizon
Evening marks the end of morning sun
But glances chase into the infinity
With hand of friend is hand of dignity

Its night but no darkness yet
Our words have no spaces left
Cross fades every voice in the song
Who believes in the haze of dawn?

In a shot i find the blend
Purple, sand, green and my friends
This pause has a dream in it
Scriptures might bring it.

On the lakes and on the peaks
Ducks, ferns, cold and fragility
Plunge into the pool of thoughts
And i recover the souls i have got.

With smile the story starts
Another trip of narration embarks
The ghosts and the gods pass
But every moment of enigma lasts.

Abhay